Profile: Andy Helliwell

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The Flower And The Train NDE
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October 2019,,,I am still dealing with this 8 months on, it was a very heavy experience. I posted part of my story on numerous nde pages on youtube, but it has received no intrest from anyone at all, not even one thumbs up has been received.Most nde accounts seem to involve seeing God Or Jesus but I saw nothing like that.If I had seen them, things would have been different, at least the believers would have at least given my story a thumbs up....I do feel a bit unhappy that no one believes or is interested in my nde account.It appears to be totally unique, I tried and tried to find answers so I could deal with it, but none came.

Since my nde I changed, I saw what happens when you die...You just go into the centre of your own brain, then you just float out of the back towards death.It was so honest, so coded,so different to what I had imagined death to be like. Since I came back I have been ill, but mostly I have been increasingly unhappy at the lies, the deceit and the thieving on this crummy planet.It seems like almost no one tells the truth here,,,,I wish that I was still rational and coded like I was during my nde, the code was so simple to understand,

I am still recovering from my experience , my preception of time is still awefull, an hour still feels like 6 or more, night time seems to last forever to me, it is hard to adjust. My ankle is still screwed from when I had an electrical attack in my brain just over 2 months ago and I fell over 4 times twisting it severily, I was at hospital this last week about it.

I find myself missing my nde, I miss being able to see universal code and watch it working, I miss binary, I miss the honesty.
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