I don't know how to explain this, but yet I shall.

I just immeediatebly now awoke from an amazing dream.

It was like a Gibletan and sulliven opera.

A giorl and and I were standing in a field, quite barrene, and we were scraping with outr trowels, you see...and asuddenly and amazing rain ralls.........

We sing with torwels inhands, an area.............

Wit rowels in our hans, we sings,
nothing to our hands, has brings.
the trowelsn in our hans, we sings,
but nothing to our hands, it brinings..........


OK......now I have awaken.
That was the dream.
I punched it out while I was still almost asleep because I did not want to lost the moment.

And now it is almost gone to me...amazing things, dreams.
Wow, and so vivid.
Sorry, but I just had to record that as quickly as I could, for even now the memory of it fades.
Yes, my mind plays with me...and sometimes in such wonderful ways.

I have such things stored and embraced upon my mind that there are sleepfull journey I embark upon. I could not begin to tell you, but I have just shared such a wonderful thing just now.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I really don't know how I find these things.
I really don't.

No one to catch you when you fall.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I live and die by some of the statements I make here. This is my thread.
And nothing else matters.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Ok.............I am now Heisenberg.
A man you find at times but when you try to find, kinda disappears.

I am Heisenberg.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Read the lyrics. And listen to what I have said for years.

I am rather sad at your attitude./

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Never was a heavy metal dude.

But this says it all,.
I never really paid much attention to the lyrics. Until now.

Not until now.

There are some things hidden in plain sight that are what some of us need to know now.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

My favorite Twilight Zone of all time.
There are a couple of reasons.
My cats. Lori my love.
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And a few things beyond your understanding..................\

Because I know.................
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I khow ...............

My kitty may not jest be leaving without me.
I have considered this.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I am an old man now, with alot of tings n my mids.

I heedn to shed few before I go

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

My favorite Twilight Zone of all time.

Which one?

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The mind is a weird and mysterious place

The hound dog one.

I can find it if you cannot.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

The hound dog one.

I can find it if you cannot.

It's not ringing a bell.

For Christmas I got the entire series on DVD, but I haven't seen everything yet.

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The mind is a weird and mysterious place

Oh wait - Yes, it's on the 3rd disc in Season 3 - The Hunt. I have it, and I'll watch it later. Don't remember that one.

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The mind is a weird and mysterious place

The hound dog one.

I can find it if you cannot.

It's not ringing a bell.

For Christmas I got the entire series on DVD, but I haven't seen everything yet.

It is called 'The Hunt'.

Sorry, I cannot find it without the dang poster's rant.

But, the episode is worth the rant.

Best episode of TW ever recorded.
The dog finds heaven's gate before he does.
And the devil gets his due.

Or pehalps just a due denial.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

If I can see back through time, which I can, why is it that my ability is limited at times to see beyond total blocks?
Like right now, I cannot find Tigger, who has crawled up somewhere inaccessible and died, or, if I get past the immediate past, am unable to find the killer of JFK. It is not that these things and thoughts do not exist and I do not possess them.
How do I get past this mind block and realize everything that I know?

Dieing and asking God is the obvious answer and that is not what I am looking for. I know He shall grant me total knowledge, but I am asking how do I unlock this hidden knowledge here and now?

I can see past these things....but not within them.
I am looking for advice, not argument here. I possess knowledge within myself that could benefit mankind. I do not wish to possess or harm you, my only wish is to unlock that I contain within.

Unless you implicitly feel that doing so would harm mankind, please help me.

I wish to unlock some hidden doors in my life, and in doing so, help this world that I live in. I have reached almost 100% but cannot move any inanimate object by will of mind.
I still have to use the keyboard to type these words, although I must admit, that effort has become almost effortless and the use of the back key almost useless.

Physics, of course, prohibit me from displaying these traits, because they are not usually done so. So does science and the physic sciences as you know them.

I am looking for an expert in these things..........I cannot see anything beyond the timeline of planet earth, so don't quite expect anything Lucy like from me........I get sometimes to that Earth horizon, but of course, man's mind did not exist before then and I do not proclaim to be all knowing.......just yet.

But anything realizing what I DO know between the creation of man and his impeding destruction would be helpful..........and no, sadly nothing I know extends beyond current time either. I am not able to see any events beyond current time, which limits me to when I can get back to kpax.

I am bound by such restrictions.

A simple and single bullet killed JFK. And it came from the grassy knowl, as some now know is that simple truth. The perp is dead, and not by age or his own hand, but by the CIA, who has hidden that truth..
I can see everything up until the shot and then it ends.\\Most abruptly. And I need to unlock that, because I know it is there.
So did one single and simple bullet kill his brother.
And so did one kill Lincoln. And so forth.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Consider this then.
All I do or say or post has already been predecided for my, and I cannot change that.
It is too late for me to decide. The process has already been done several seconds before my event moment of actually pressing the keys.

Interesting theory. But can it be proven>

Some scientists think so, and have cat scans to prove it.
You are NOT so much in control of your thoughts as you previously thought.
So, who or what IS?

Everything I do and post is time delayed by my mind, by up to ten seconds beforehand.
it is than, not what I do now, but what I did some few seconds beforehand.

And this is immutable, there is no lapse that one can imagine to esacpe this.
Our minds, the wondeful thought processing engines that we rely on.
Do NOT work in real time, but on a built in time delay of seveeral seconds.
This would mean that life is not under our control, and there is no such thing as 'chance'..it all is predetermined, and happens under our own gaze and is simply time warped.

The only answer is that life, as we know it, is NOT totally in our control.

If my mind has'knowedge' of what to is become ten seconds later, am I really responding in real time? Or, is something or someone else in control of my every thought? Is there really self conciousness, or is all we know and see just a time delayed illusion?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Is there really a thing as free will?
or has my kitty/s fate been predicided?

I would like think that my actions here are my own.

But,perhaps it is not so./
My choices, and yours may have been predestined when our plaet was built,.
Or even our own.

There is amounting evidence that God created us...........even among such as I.

I have long espoused my faith in God. And have always accerted that my searches here do not preclude that belief. We are just searching for what else God may have created....And this is a mountain of straw we are searching for a tiny atom about creation's depth. And yes, we are certain that we can find an atom in a minefield of cosmic motion.

My belief? Yes we can, otherwise I would not have spent thousands of dollars and immeasurable computer time looking.

I believe, as most other scientists now do, that I is impossible for us to exist by the chance of creation or evolution. It is simply not in any form of science, not possible.
That we arrived by chance.
Beyond the even possible explantions, that is not one.

Explore the chemical reactions that decide our lives.
Chemicals turn our insides out seven billion times an hour.
Any one of them breaks down....and we call that disease.
And single one of the amazing things that goes on has trouble, and we might soon be dead.
From the moment our heart begins to beat in our mother's womb, there are about 3 trillion chemical reactions that bring to life as a full born human.
3 trillion. And a single one does not go as planned...........birth defects or death.
My best computers cannot approach 3 million ops/second without much worse error rates.

Good thing I am not creating life here, just looking for it.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Why, with a lot science, we were crated from scratch, and could not have pssibly evolved as we are.
This has a very political agends, but.also presents some of the most compelling evidence presented to date. So, ignore the rhetoric and focus on the science presented./

There is proof that God created us.
IT is impossible for God not to exist.

I know it's biased, to it's own end. But set aside the religions bent and focue on the scientific truths presented.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

AT some singularity, and I don't yet know what that is............
Kitty and I have to part.
This may have been written about in books I have not yet read.
And probably shall never do so.......it is getting on in my life and I have two more cats to go.
[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4Z2MGv7DLU{] just, its it's she does thing much too better than Delbert does.

And 'Quarter Moon in a Half Cent Town' eclipesed anything else he wrote..

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

There has to be something I am doing wrong here.
Even my cat is still kicking at me.
Most other posters think me an idiot by now.
Tears fall like rain.
Tigger defies death.
And I am not sure how long I can continue to......
Lori is not understanding at this point.
She, like some others by now here, think I was faking Tigger's death for sympathy or amusement.
Nothing could be further from the truth.
She is still alive. Days after her declared death was confirmed.
Still very fragile, but she is still alive.
She still confounds death and wishes to be with me.

Please do not get me wrong, this is a wonderful problem with Tigger..........
It just makes life so...confusing. Nothing in my life with cats has prepared me for this.
I am just getting a bit frayed at the ends.

Got to get back to There are things I must do that I cannot begin.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Things are not going well for Tigger./
I liftted her out of bed so she could get a drink.

And once having done that, she did proceed to have a long one..
Something very wrong with kitty when she won't lift herself outta the bed for water.

She already has refuse to eat anything for days now. Just water.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster