What most of you do not reckognize, it that I burnt my self up in the early part of my life, not knowing or caring what came next.......
I can regret all I can now, knowing what one knows now it not a solice at times.

I could have been something other that what I am now.
But I am not.

I could be with her. But I am not.
I am not sorry for being with Lori. Certainly not.
I just wish to note that if the fates were different upon that day, I would not.

The winds of time have a way of saying........you are fukayed, this is what we give ya,

Things could have been quite different had JJ and I connected in that few seconds of time. You would not know me..
I would not be here, and you would never have heard of the kittyman.

The Runaways never were, the JJ some of you know now never happened.
She never was. Anything.

Except for that one moment in time on a side street in Brooklyn when a little boy from Wisconsin met a little gurl and kissed her. And confused her little gender situation to wonder if.....................


I have told you all these things, yet you do not believe.

I simply do not care anymore if you do or not. Fate was changed that night.

I know the spark I ignited between her and I on that warm summer night.
It simply does not matter if you believe it or not. Because the fact is....

It happened.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And then this little kid from Wisconsin took the van back to home, got a job at one point, and about 15 years ago,.....met fate in the form of kitties,.

OMG, he did.

An ex GF dropped 3 little ones on my bed and said simply.....these are yours now.
Your cats, fu..er.

Before walking out the door.

OMFG...what? Cats??? WTF are these??? HONEY, where are you going?
She was gone, the kittens were not going anywhere. And she was not coming back.

F^^k, what am I supposed to do with these???????//

That was kitty history.

Meow/.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And then this little kid from Wisconsin took the van back to home, got a job at one point, and about 15 years ago,.....met fate in the form of kitties,.
An ex GF dropped 3 little ones on my bed and said simply.....these are yours now.
Your cats, fu..er.
Before walking out the door.
OMFG...what? Cats??? WTF are these??? HONEY, where are you going?
She was gone, the kittens were not going anywhere. And she was not coming back.
F^^k, what am I supposed to do with these???????//
That was kitty history.
Meow/.

My kitty history from today.
Our dog Tosca met the cat, dont knows it name, again.
Arf Arf:)

[quote]
Not today;, Jan./
Not the time and place.
Please stop posting for a day, could you?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

[quote]
Not today;, Jan./
Not the time and place.
Please stop posting for a day, could you?

SIGH!!!!!!

This is a public Forum.
Not an Arena!

[quote]
Not today;, Jan./
Not the time and place.
Please stop posting for a day, could you?

SIGH!!!!!!

This is a public Forum.
Not an Arena!

MY arena in this thread, Jan.
I asked you politely.

I might change my mind in 10 minutes,k LOL,

You are fine, my friend.l
A little boisterous, but fine.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

[quote]
Not today;, Jan./
Not the time and place.
Please stop posting for a day, could you?

SIGH!!!!!!
This is a public Forum.
Not an Arena!

MY arena in this thread, Jan.
I asked you politely.
I might change my mind in 10 minutes,k LOL,
You are fine, my friend.l
A little boisterous, but fine.

Hehehe.
No problems Mark.
But you do have your moments.
Now Tosca wants to go out:).

[quote]
Not today;, Jan./
Not the time and place.
Please stop posting for a day, could you?

SIGH!!!!!!
This is a public Forum.
Not an Arena!

MY arena in this thread, Jan.
I asked you politely.
I might change my mind in 10 minutes,k LOL,
You are fine, my friend.l
A little boisterous, but fine.

Hehehe.
No problems Mark.
But you do have your moments.

Now Tosca wants to go out:).

I do have my moments....yes.
Now please take Tosca out to pee.
Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Here is the wiki on the Runaways, aka Joan Jett's band.

I did not write nor contribute to the article.

I have also not vetted it's contents.
Which is fine, as their history is far more complete in my mind than on wiki.

Sandy's bit is fine/

Vicki Blue.....I think she is still alive, and doing different things these days.
Movies and tv

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

[quote]
Not today;, Jan./
Not the time and place.
Please stop posting for a day, could you?

SIGH!!!!!!
This is a public Forum.
Not an Arena!

MY arena in this thread, Jan.
I asked you politely.
I might change my mind in 10 minutes,k LOL,
You are fine, my friend.l
A little boisterous, but fine.

Hehehe.
No problems Mark.
But you do have your moments.

Now Tosca wants to go out:).

I do have my moments....yes.
Now please take Tosca out to pee.
Meow.

We are back. Mission accomplished.
A very nice full moon tonight and we met some hares and a cat!
Meow and Arf Arf.

I wonder how hares sound like...

Cheers Mark:)

I am not sure if Vic (tish Blue-) is still alive or not.

We lost track of each other years ago and wiki is a bit shady about her thers days.
Beautiful woman, and great player. She got tiredn of the BS early on and just said one day, you gurls deal with him, I am so gone...........

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Micki should have stuck around, but she later had claim to fame with the Bang;es band. who I also love.

See also the Bangles....

Dammit, I am such a sucker for gurl bands....LOL.
Hoffs can play it in my bed anytime.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

'Almost' any gurl band from the 70s can be linked to another...there was a bit of talent there that drifted from one to the next.

Then came the GO GOs...and 'Our lips are Sealed...'
Not only could they freaking play..they could sing and they were cute.
Men, who like it or not, hold the buying power in their wallets, were left with their tongues hanging out, and paying big dollars to see the chicks that could play.

The ultimate girl to gurl song.
And gurly bands had made their mark, and were gonna stay.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

When man endeavors, he sometimes fails.................
Sad news footage, from Pathe...

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I remember Fizzies.....

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Focus on her face, if you can.
This is one of those cuts I find late at night and cannot decide whether to like or diss.
She IS a very pretty woman.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I have to leave for a few hours, minutes, days, years.
I dunno.
Might be back in the morning, might post again in a few minutes.
I cannot tell what the fates have in store for me from one moment to the next.
I have come to accept that.
My life is simply controlled by forces I have no say in at this point.
It's not the alcohol, kids. It is something stronger than even that.
In the last few weeks, I have gone beyond the alcohol to a peace that is even stronger.

Yes, I am still drinking. It gives me much solace.
I have come to grips with it now, however.
It no longer controls me. I control it.
While this is an impossible thing according to arswholes anonymous, I have achieved it.

I always knew I was strong enough to do this.

Some may disagree, and I may at times falter. I can accept that as part of my achievement. I am not perfect, anything but.

Just know that I am a very strong man, deep in my convictions, and shall prevail until I pass from this earthly plane.

If it were not so, I would not be here talking to you now.

Meow, and meow, and meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I remember Fizzies.....

I used to be afraid of clowns...

This cuts to the quick.
I get so scared at times, it rips me apart.
Yes, I get scared.

This is a wonderfully engineered and sung song.
Please enjoy it as much as I am.
If I scare you with my life's stories, I am sorry.

Just know that at times, I am scared.

And this song is so nearly perfect.
I did engineer such things.
The piano riffs. The one lone note between bars.
The perfect pause before she cuts loose.
I told many gurlz how to do this, and here a novice gets the thing right.

I am impressed.....................and scared, as she says...very, very scared of life and all that it takes to continue.

EDIT...
The one thing I would have done differently would be to have the guitar riff stronger and repeated in each bar.
But, that is just me as a sound engineer speaking. I would have miked up the piano a bit as well. The drummer is just so laid back.

There are things I find it hard to listen to these day as well.
When a certain song or riff cuts me to the quick, I get murky.
And, I get...............really, really scared. Thanks, hon, for the song.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Focus on her face, if you can.
This is one of those cuts I find late at night and cannot decide whether to like or diss.
She IS a very pretty woman.

Her real name is Li Lykke Timotej Zachrisson.
She studied at the Södra Latin.
My old school.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lykke_Li