And once more about gender issues.................
I have them. I am happy to be a man the way the Lord intended me to be, I guess.
Bur there are times I think I would be much happier had I been born female.
It was not mine to choose, obviously.
Would I change the outcome if I were able to?
Yes. I would have wished to be female. But I am not.
And I am never going to go there, sexually.
But I can go there MENTALLY.
I met JJ on a street corner in the east many years ago.
She was not sure of her sexuality at the time.
She eyeballed me and asked.............literallly..............."you really sure you wanna be with Me?"
And here I have to do a little truth baring........................

I did not get on the bus and head back home.
I stayed out east and stayed with Joan for a couple of years.
When Sandy od'd that was my exit cue. I had suffered enough. and wanted nothing of that scene.
The world was not internet wild then, so of course there are no emails or such evidence to prove what I say. Except that Cheri died in my bed. And I was asleep all the time next to her. Had I only woken up............................

I did and we were. LIfe took a wicked turn, and I had to leave. I never should have left her there wondering why. After all we went through with Sandy West.

I can go where my mind takes me anytime.................and that includes changing gender.

Would I attempt to alter God's choice now? No.
Not in my lifetime.

I am what I am. And if that pleases God that pleases me also.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Less is the man's who shares his neighbor's burden.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I ask you, my street folks, address the mods,
Justice may be blind, but not deaf,

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Seti is mine no longer to rule.
Leaving me lonlier still.
I have lost a lot of fights. And I have won even more.

I cannot leave this one a loser.
Did you ever read about..................
Oh no, no, no. No.
Not on that note.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster