I believe I have done my bit.
Fifteen years of so of constant searching and paying incredible electric bills.

Done now.

Not that my faith has diminished, but my capacity to believe has./

I am leaving the project.

I know, that might be a shock.
I simply cannot devote the resources to it I that I once did.
Not leaving totally...........
My computers will be attached for good.
Some individuals have made it very hard for me to stay here, so I shall go. They know who they are.

We shall see where this leaves me. Not my cross to bear anymore.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I had a lot of good help from the info you put on board. you siad things that were easy for a beginer to understand.

Guys, it is the w/e, you all know the drill. Talk to him next week.

Depends on how long this banishment lasts.

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Grant
Darwin NT

Enabling Relationships and Alcoholism
http://alcoholrehab.com/addiction-recovery/enablers-and-alcoholism/

Addiction and alcoholism is often viewed as a problem that comes from within. While it is certainly true that recovery begins within the addict, it is also important to consider the influence that others can have.

The influence of enabling relationships is particularly important. Enablers can take many forms, and they are usually unaware of the negative effect they are having on the alcoholic. Despite their good intentions, enablers sometimes stand in between an addict and their recovery.

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