I woke up again.
I have my routines, and working 12 hour shifts has disrupted me.

I woke this morning, and called up my partner Jimmy Beam.

I work in the dead of night when most of you slumber.
I work at the times the forums have nobody visiting.
I work day and night at this project kids. It shall probably drive me to and early grave.

But, it is what I do. It is what I am obsessed with.

That, I guess, is why I generally drink alone, and let you to sort my posts.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

May I suggest a theme song?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brJozYDT0Ts

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I do not fight fascists because I think I can win.
I fight them because they are fascists.
Chris Hedges

A riot is the language of the unheard. -Martin Luther King, Jr.

Let me tall ya a story........
I lived it..........when I got kicked at the age of 16, I tossed a few back and travelled on.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bzyWVvPZQ0
Out the door I went.

I then travelled out east and met one lady.
Her name was Ya know.l
And I went on. And SHE went on................

I came up on this project, and it has since become a bit of life for me.
If some consider that a bit odd, k.

I could not travel to Japan when they did. By then, Kenny and I were way apart about the direction of the kids.
And I was broke. I wanted the kids to stay back home.
He was all bout the money.

\\When it all broke down, I was left standing in an airport in about the same place that I stood pleading with Joan not to go.

Imagine this. If you can..................

I was screaming at her not to leave me.............
She was being dragged off by the gendarmes.
I was screaming at her from the other end of the airport not to leave me.

We, relentlessly,were torn apart. I have not seen her since, and what remained of my life went south since.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

This wuz the clip.
[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5iDPw_qjhtM]Stuck like glue.....[/url']

Now, please let me have a one-off for the version I like.

[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grDWq6twF6E']I am in love .... again.
With Kirstie.....Go figure.............................

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You may now be excused for now never being before this being exposed to this wonderful narrative.
I have long ago experienced his show.

You must now too. It's a thing all men and women of great life should experience.

You may have said me to be many things...
I suppose you may have been correct.
But my main thing was to educate.

I suspect thing was perhaps to have failed upon that before.

Where was the WC?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Having to wished putting myself behind meself.........
I stumbled upon this.
And it was rather revealing. For I had found myself before I had lost it.

I don't mean that some of you are better liars that I am................

It is just that some of your pretend that you do not.................

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Jeroen's wingman is waiting on validation...

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rOZZ
Music
Pictures

Jeroen's wingman is waiting on validation...

Perhaps some elucidation would be in kind regard.
The kittman's crunchers have left few waiting for want of a vallidation.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2L2l0OuyVk

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You all realize, don't you, that I don't walk anybody else's walk?

I say and walk my walk. It is a very committed walk. I have been walking the walk for many years.

I am alone in this walk. And I do not need approval from other noctivitant souls.

Did I spell that correctly?

I apparently have a ton of problems with certain mindless idiots on these parts.

I don't and won't get lost in some whacked out fantasy somebody has, as my own.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

rhapsodise.


I can do it.

If you do not know or have witnessed, I hve a good grasp of words.

I have done this............it is frightgul indeed.

I work it out.......and I get this,..................
They are sometimes without meaning.



All have since garnered a safe bet that I won the whole thing.

Which I did not.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Hmmm...
Nicky Cage.

I can identify with...Nick.
Anybody ever take a kitty from my home...........
Would be betwixt hell and heaven between me and whomever.

This is more about blood and water than about mixed skin.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

He had his say, now I respect that I can have mine.
I does not work one way, mods.

I have capitulated and gave Blurf his demanded apology.

I now need my healing time as well, kids.

Get it done, please.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

He had his say, now I respect that I can have mine.
I does not work one way, mods.

I have capitulated and gave Blurf his demanded apology.

I now need my healing time as well, kids.

Get it done, please.

Of course you can have your say. It just has to be kept civil. Then there will be no need for any apologies the next day.

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Reality Internet Personality

As I said, the sword cuts with both edges and with both swings.
I only ask that both swings be awarded the same depth of cut.

I got my end covered. Best the others who seem to have a dog in the fight also shield their weapons.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You try to take ME down.......
Just is not gonna happen.
I come and go by my own volition.
I live and learn.
I pull and punch.
And if you are on the wrong end of that punch, you WILL feel it.


I stand down now.................purr like a kitten.

I shall watch the rest of my movie. Cage, in Rage.

Is's been really good so far.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

This is really hard, kids.
Nick sees his daughter on the slab, and knows he's been too late.
I had that same feeling that night. I held him and kissed him and swore he could not leave me. But he did. He had his only way out.


When it was over, my mother could not look me in the eye. I asked her to hold me, and she could not.

You all stare and wonder about me at times..............but, you were not there, that night on the stone cold slab.

Life has been difficult for me since. I succumbed to the same difficulties that my brother did. It just has not killed me yet, for I am a bit stronger that he.
It does approach me every day. Stalking me...haunting me. I am not gonna ever, ever, let it overtake me. I'll handle the pain, whatever it takes. I owe that to mt brother's legacy.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I suppose life had treated you more lightly.
Some sense of legiticamy. Sooe hope of redemption.

I have none of those anymoe.
Those lands just do not exist to me anymore.

I am barren now. I gave up all I have for the crunching.

It has consumed me in total.

I now may regret that.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

When this day is done,, and all ia sorted out and laid to rest.




I shall be called.

By you. My friends.

It would be most wonderful if you would ask those questions now, rather than later when I am unable to answer you.

I am indeed prot/ and son of God/.
Lover of Lori. Som of Man.

A patriot true, without question of glory.
It was not my time.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

It is done now.

I have done the ting. The russian mafia did it...


And the funney thing is.,

The gurl did it.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster