And....uh, Robert.
I am sure I am not the only one that's a little curious.

What flavor kool-aid are they serving today up in your ivory tower?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

If I told you the flavour you'd end up fixating on it, so I'll just leave it to your hyperactive imagination.

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I do not fight fascists because I think I can win.
I fight them because they are fascists.
Chris Hedges

A riot is the language of the unheard. -Martin Luther King, Jr.

If I told you the flavour you'd end up fixating on it, so I'll just leave it to your hyperactive imagination.

LOL....enjoy.

Sweet tea Mio for me today.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I have shared many, most bits of my life with you, and tried not not be too needy, but I am.

Before the servers go down, I must ask many of you to respond, before or after.

I must sleep now.......but before I do, please let me ask a question.

And I wish a true response.

What am I to you?

Ya know, the kittyman has been here a long time. Many moon come Chaktow.
I just want to know what you really think of me after all these years.

I have posted about my life, it's love's it's dreams. Lori, cars, everything most that mattered much in my youth. Youth is gone now, and I ponder more than I used to.

Oh, and please do not hold back.

I have been called, among other things, maniac, bitch, muthaf**er, wise man, poor man, insano, tramp, c word, bigot, n**gger hater, ignorant, racist, mother humper, bastard, ignoramous, liar, outright fool, and thief.

I am not. I am just a simple man. Raised to believe that you should stand up for what your truths are, not matter what. And I have.

You tell me, am I an idiot?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Worst car blowup was my '69 Buick GS 400.
Not good.

It was a very cold Wisonsin winter in about /76.

Went to work at my part time lumber yard job.
Got a half a mile from home and the car was not quite warmed up.
Went off on a side street and decided to warm the tyres up a bit.
Not a good choice.

I wound it up to about 5k RPM and dropped the clutch.
All hell ensued.

The clutch worked, but the flywheel, now doing about 6 thousand RPM, responded by blowing up in my face at said RPM.

I ended up with the clutch blowing the bell housing apart, a bit in my chin, both headers blown clean off, and the bonnet in the back yard of somebodyies' barnyard.
The motor broke clean loose, and the Hurst T shift came back and whacked my right knee so hard it broke my kneecap and several other significant bones.
I have knee problems to this day.

The Buick garage told me that they had never ever seen such a thing, except at the local drag strip.

And I have another tale to tell about a drag car, if you wish to hear it.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I have these thingys.....in my dreams.
I have told you about them before.\

I may have to leave here soon, I dunno if the visions are about me or somebody else......
I really do not. I may have to leave this place for another, soon.

It hurts me, because I do not WANT to leave you. You have all been such a large part of my life in recent years..........
But I sense a big change is coming. I hope I am wrong.

The few visions I have are seldom off target.
I hope this one is...........

Meeewhimper.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You don't wish to hear what things I bring, now do you?

I have told you of my visions.

One day, you shall see.

Something wicked this day shall come......

I am not the message. I merely relay the message.
I may not be here to see the message brought to bear.
I will however, deliver the message I was challenged to bring you.

I am just too tired to debate the thing with you now. And when I have the strength, it shall be too late. For you.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster