It seems I may have generated a problem.
Some jj fans out there have taken offense to the fact the I posted about out 3 day love affair. Poop has been thrown. This is not good. So much for telling the truth. Fux. This might get ugly.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I should never have told the truth........
Some Jettbombs are now trying to create a bunch of trouble for me because I simply mentioned the fact that 35 years ago I met and slept with the gurl for 3 days. Christ, you can't even tell the truth on youtube these days.........LOL.

This is gonna be a fine bit of wax, I think.

The funny part is......
My story's true. What some Jett fans don't like is they are jealous.

Rabid Jett fans cannot accept the fact that she once slept with anybody else than them or her current GF.

Whatever I have said on youtube is history and I stand by every word.

Being real is just not real sometimes........yah know?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I mentioned it, but now I want it to go away.\

If she were still with me, I would defend this to the death.
But, I belong to Lori now, and have been for many years.......

I remain so. I only remember Joan, I only still love her as a memory.

I LOVE Lori, my forever partner in this life. She knows about Joan......I have told her some of the stories.

Lori is not too well these days.......she came down with a kidney infection a week or two ago.....not good. They told her it could have killed her if she had not gotten into the hospital soon enough.

Argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Meowsigh.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I have no more strength either.

She is my anchor, is she cannot be there anymore?

I have nothing but kitties.
Not that they are a bad second, but.....
You all know who I have loved for all these years.

You frakin' know........Lori.

She has loved me and forgiven me for more sins that God himself.
And still, I think, loves me until death. I know I do her.
Sometimes hard to prove, and even harder to understand.
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Heart of Mine........why?
You have the thrill, I take the pill, damn heart of mine............

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You slept for 3 days!

You slept for 3 days!

You think.........NOT.

I just again hit this Norah Joans recut.......

To the bone.,.......



Mind you, I was there when Elvis died, not in the room, but in the sound trailer.....so this is really a smack in the sack.

We were just waiting for him to storm the stage. I was in the sound trailer......
we just kept waiting........and waiting..........and waiting...........

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I'm retired now..........as the story goes.
Please don't give it more gas.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

S' Ok........
I know why you did not come with me.......

Still, I wish it could have been different, my gurl.


Life just led us on quite different paths.

We tried for so long to keep them as one.....the bricks got old, the paths got bold, but you are still my only one.

Lori, I'll still be yours if you'll be mine.
You know you're the only one that I hold fine.

Been a few flirts here and there.......
You know, Lori, I didn't care for them as much as you.
You are the only love that's true.

If I've been a fleeting soul,
you met me that way, so many years ago.
And yet you stayed and loved me much
and cared with your most tender touch.

Yes, I know I have cured you some.
Or you and I would not be one.
Torn some things from your tender heart.
But, I guess they made you what thou art.

Think it's time for the refrain again,
for I've forgotten what to sing...........

Time and time again, I've too distant from where you been.
Made excuses for one and all
but you have seen me tumble and fall.
Now I guess,
it' time to 'fess.

I love you, and you love me.
Can't we all just let it be?

There are rumours I've been told..........
Your love for me cannot grow old.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Well, there are a few frames of vid that still exist on youtube that have to be there because they should be.

I suspect that a few hour from now, because I post this, they will get to it and delete it.

And when the night is cloudy.......I know about these thingys,.
The kitties know about these thingys.


I'll give you one more example of the white boyz playing the blues.
And you best not give me any crap about this. It came down to the label. Fantasy Records. Blue label.
Because I knew the guys at the record who made this happen, and I wanted them to record Johhny Lee Hooker as well.......Bastards would not simply do it.k
Now, I know you think I get racist once in a while, but.......
I am sitting there in the studio.......with a bunch of white guys that could play the blues off a damn coon dog on his porch.......and you now what the mixer says (a big darkie that owned my contract) he says.........and I an not kidding about this shit.........he say.......you knows you white fs cannot play the blues. I says.......well I got some white trash we can talk about wit dish sh.t........ He says, ok, boss. Let's get to it, I'll see what is what.

Funny sh.t, becuase nobody wuz supposed to have a black man as his boss those days.

Now, there was some significant PR that went on when the record was released, which I could tell you about also............

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And I am her to tell ya.....
I am not bullsh9tting.
I sat in the studio and listening to the master tapes back in about 1975........
This is WAY before digital bullsh-t. Way before. This was 1/4 inch tape.......half track, not even quarter track. At 15 IPS......I still have two tape machines that can still play this stuff, guys. Scully studio master machines, so don't sh=t me.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Well, sorry son.....

LOL/

I wuz just trying not to use the Fword as you travelling salesemene says......

Ya know, the kida and all......
Hold it down some, ......ya here.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

whoa now boyz,

I got two guns.....one for each of ya........
so settle down some........
Oh, your'e not wearing a bustle........

I suspect that's the end of this town, then.

OH no, not me......I'm in my prime.

RETORT.....\
Yeah, you look it.

Oh, look there, that must be jonny ringo.......shall I hate him>
bitch on his lap that would be Kate, says.....Hate him? hell, you don't even know him.
Doc says.........just the same, I think I hate him

Look.......you find a way to dance around my verbage, and I'll just post it in once take, ok?

Otherwise you and I can dance around what is acceptable and otherwise for days./

Work for you? Otherwise.......I have a scene for ya........you be sittin in my chair, boy............ You gonna do sumpthin, or just sit there and bleed words, son?'p;



I said, throw down. son. You been called.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8poRELO4Q4]Oh look hon, theres that ass Johhny
Ringo.......ahhhh, should I hate him?[/url]

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Let's simplify things........
You draw.
I shoot.
I win.

Got that, we started a game we didn't finish.

And this time, it's legal.

We played for blood, eh?

You play with me, you say when..........and where.

Oh, ooops, you were just too high strung.

I guess the strain wuz just more than you could bear.

Guess that's the end of this town then, eh?

If you think this is the ending, you won't like the way the flick winds down.

Meowstone.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Just one last look at Joan before I lay it to rest forever.

This is how Joan looks now.
She has turned from crazy rocker to lovely lady.
So soft.....I knew those hard eyes that looked into mine once could not stay that hard forever. There was just too much locked inside them not to get out one day.
And so they look upon the world with such beauty from within.

Sorry I could not have been your forever person, Joan.
Like some kitties, you tossed me to the wind back then, you were not ready, and I guess perhaps neither was I.

Lori hates hearing me say this, but I shall love you forever, as I always have.
Lori shall always have to share. This is not fair to her, but I have to tell the truth now. Joan broke my heart 35 years ago, and it has never been the same since.

Now you all here know 'the rest of the story'....
I cannot take it back, there are no 'mulligans' in life sometimes....
No 'do overs', no 'OMG, could I forget I ever saw that', no regrets either.
Just kick the can until the end comes, I guess.

Like I have told you before, there are reasons, however hidden, for everything that I do or say.

I have just laid open what some of them are. You can like me or hate me for it.
Some Jett fans are roasting me right now because of their jealousy. I'll get over that easily....LOL.

It wuz a love at first sight thingy for me, and I shall never get beyond that.

I love you, love me love..] about says it all. Her in the rocking chair just about pictures how I wish she and I had it all worked out...LOL. Otherwise, this is about the stupidest cut she ever did.

One last note, and one last pic..
Some of you may wonder just how and why I feel so stupidly in love with a gurl from out east......

This is a wonderful old slide show that shows Joan as I knew her for those few days. Uhh, yes, her eyes really WERE that intense at times...really that piercing.

And if you doubt my story about our few nights.....watch the pics.
You will see a few where she looks absolutely stoned, and a few where she looks like her eyes have been blackened by coal.....not pretty pics, but that was during the few moments when I met her...
I didn't say it was pretty.

I only told you it was true.

NOW tell me you don't believe me.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

There were other loves in my life, I had to make do since Joan Jett.

There were few.

Shirley Jones.......from the The Music Man.....(and btw, a wonderfully sharp and clear conversion)

You know I always was in love with Julie Andrews...... A few years before I met Joan.

Another Joan......this dear one is still alive.....and still performing once in a while. This is when I knew her best, no, I never met this Joan, sadly.
Forever Young.

And of course a lady who I did also was blessed with a backstage kiss so many years ago. I thanked her for the show, and she kissed me on the cheek and said, well, that was grand of you to say. And who ruled about every breath she took on this earth....
My most beautiful love of all, Mary Travers.

Upon the voices of all these most wonderful women I have built my life. All it's trials and troubles have been shared with them in one way or another.

It's just my problem that I have a bit of trouble dealing with Lori and the here and now. I suspect my past has caught up with me a bit.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

So, when I get into my cups and my tears fall like rain some days, it's just that I am not sure just who I love at a particular point in time.....
Like from one second to the next.

I know who I love.......it's Lori, always has been. But there are just so many other loves that tear me apart.

Remember Pet Clark? Downtown.....

I guess when one's heart is given too freely one loses track of who it really belongs to.

Does that make sense to any of you?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Here's some blues for ya, Mark. Track 4 rocks!

Ever been puttin' twelve? Lost every ball in yer bag?

And then, one day, you bag it. That was a twelve.

OMG, YEAH, that was a twelve.

I have done that, not in golf, but in life.
And that, my friends, is why I stick with what I know.

Not because it is the surest path in life, but because it offers some surprises and rewards now and again.

You may have noticed, I don't always guarantee you anything, but I assure you, the ride will be amusing now and again.

Work for you?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Mark, I think it is GREAT that now there is a single thread for all the many things you want to say about Joan Jett!

Repost....with no comments as it seems I can not make them now.\

Bagger cut........out of the woods.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster