I just needed a place to put some things that I am thinking about.
Not everybody's listening post, but I had to have my own space to think about these things.

Hope you understand.

I shall continue.

Mark

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

First of all, is........did we or didn't we.
Well, kids, I shall try to explain for the last time
While I connect very well in different ways to what Joan says in this cut.......
We were so far apart in the 30 years between when I kissed her and when she did this, there was nothing she remembers about me. Nothing. I know that.

We were all just a few stupidly drunk and high kids about 35 years ago. I met her. On a street in NY, I think, but I am not sure anymore. We kissed, fell in love........or at least I did. I have held a torch for her forevermore. If you cannot believe that, I don't care. I get a few bits or crap on the youtube bits because they do not wish to believe me. I don't care.

What I know and what you or they know are two quite different things.
And the only thing that matters to my reality is that I know what is true.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And since it was brought up......yes, I did know Suzi Quattro for a brief moment too......

Here is the transcript of my comms with her agent.

Thanks Mark
I will pass your message to Suzi to see if she remembers!
Lynn

Date: Thu, 31 Jan 2013 01:31:02 -0600
From: marksattler@sbcglobal.net
To: suzifanclub@hotmail.co.uk
Subject: Re: suzi

Well, I was well into my cups when I posted that message.......not sure which version you got...LOL.
I think I may have said something about '62. I would have been 5yo....oops.
It was in the mid '70s...here in the states. I managed to hide behind some amps at a show and when she was leaving stage, managed a very awkward kiss with her very surprised and amused self.
The security was not so amused....LOL.
I am 56yo now, this was a very long time ago....and even my memories are fading.
So, if she remembers the wide-eyed kid that kissed her backstage, she'll remember it.
If not, no more clues would help.

Thanks for your reply.

Mark


lynn chapman wrote:

Hi Mark
Are there any more clues to your cryptic message that can be given to Suzi?
Please provide bit more info -
Thanks
Lynn - Suzi Q Fan Club

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

What most of you do not acknowledge is that I have had a rather unusually adventurous life. My favorite two movies are currently Tombstone and Second Hand Lion.

You best research and review both of them for references before you accuse me of anything.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

References......
First,
Tombstone.....[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJT0gTZPNN4]The best and most truthful western ever made.[/url]
Second,
Second Hand Lions.......The second best movie since the Sound of Music.


What you have to know is that I am 56yo.....and not a young pup anymore.

These things that I post to you might at any day be my last, my friends.

I dunno, might be years.......but then again, not.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

What you DON't wish to acknowledge is this.

I DID sleep with jj and cheri. For a few nights.
It was just a sleepover, a drunk thing. Two nights.\
35 years ago. Duh, and I have been getting crap about admitting it since.
Everybody gets rabid when it comes to Joan.
I am not a part of her recent history,.
Done deal, now let it go.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Fun and Games.......
Or......is it?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

The last song running through my brain........
And this is very strange.

Ok, this may take a few minutes of your time.


Once, when...........

As a youth, I was somehow given to a certain relationship with electronics......any type or form. TVs, stereos, HIFI amps.....whatever.
They were not all that simple, and I figured them, given time.

And then came along stereo sound.....and that would be a separate conversation it might take hours to deliver. Hours.


But, anyway............my brain came here from another thread....

The point was,,,,

OK........give me a minute. Just a glimpse.......Clapton is gonna follow soon.

Anyways..I think I better stop now until I can better collect my thoughts.

Otherwise they are gonna really anger a few people I know that are still alive.

IF most of your history was derived from when you were only 18 going on 56, you might understand that some things I might have to say could offend a few still living. I best go to sleep and dream about what I should and should not say here.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I truly wish I have met Joan Baez once. When I say I have laid down with Joan, I hope there is never any confusion.......

Baez was one I never touched. She was always with my compatriates, composing sin.....LOL.

I knew of her songs, much as I know of her other songs at the time.
and you do know, Pete Seger wrote most of them.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Rhonda Vincent and her lovely daughters......When The Bloom Is Off The Rose.
I may have shushed a tear or two away listening to this one.
Shh......don't tell anybody.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Amazing stuff.
Rhonda Vincent...Precious Jewel.....
Some most amazing vocals.
Enjoy.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Just between now and then though....
I might try to F you up.

What's he gonna do? Not let me back in? Not likely.
Drive angry.......I always do.

Rumor has it that she's gay too.
But, if I ever saw that pair of shorts lift a hood in front of me, there could be some serious things going on. And I would NOT be checking the battery cables.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Just between now and then though....
I might try to F you up.

What's he gonna do? Not let me back in? Not likely.
Drive angry.......I always do.

Rumor has it that she's gay too.
But, if I ever saw that pair of shorts lift a hood in front of me, there could be some serious things going on. And I would NOT be checking the battery cables.

It's a quote from the movie...........
Dang, it was not directed at anybody personally......

'S what she said....... I could find and post the frames when she said it, if that's what it would take for some of you to understand.

This is the quoted scene.......
There was no direct attack involved, Angela.
I was simply quoting a movie clip.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Now, you are going to have to trust me on this one.
Amber Heard.
The blond from Drive Angry.

This is about the best fanboy montage I have ever seen.
Really well done.

You really don't wanna be on this gurl'z bad list. LOL.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Back on point........
This has to be the most careful digital restoration of the Zapruder frames I have ever seen.
Frame by carefully restored frame.

What you are about to see, if you continue, are the best and most graphic versions of those few moments of Kodachrome ever to have been exposed and subsequentially deveoped........
Now I give you this.........
There is some question about the trail of evidence. Some questions about the chain of custody. The frail film was in the hands of the government for some time, so some might claim it was altered.
I personally don't think it was.

And I trust the government less than most.

Not sure just why, maybe they started to run out of people they could pay to lie for then. Maybe somebody chickened out..........
Maybe I ran out of theories why the truth never came out.

You watch this though, and then tell me again how the kill shot came from Oswald back to Kennedy's left and behind him?

I know where the shot came from. And it was not LHO's rifle.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And you know I can't stay away from her for too long.
Yup.....
My favorite Jett clip.

Since our eyes locked 35 years ago, I have never ever been the same.
And, geez. At 50 something, she has not aged more than a few minutes since.

Still smitten as a kitten, Joan.

And for those so inclined..
Her baby, Blackheart Records.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Hmmmmmmm.
156 episodes, and I have watched most of them.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Just a repost for my own filing purposes.

The Del Fuegos
Coupe De Ville

I'd love to hear JJ take this song on...

(I heard her do parts of it in one of those strange dream moments I have last night, hence the post. And she had not changed the gender of the song's interest. IE.."I know she's out there, somewhere on the hill.....")
The vid with it was interesting, with JJ standing up singing in the passenger side of a Coupe DeVille, grasping the windshield, her old style long black hair being blown by the wind....
I did not catch who was driving the car.

These nighttime 'dreams that wake me up' episodes leave me somewhat drained. I have to get up and think about them. Or post about them. Otherwise I cannot get back to sleep.

Which I must do now. Morning always comes too soon for me.
Such are the confessions of a tortured, lost soul.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Raul Malo and the Mavericks.......
Tonight the Bottle Let Me Down.

Far too sober at this point on a weekend.
Meowsigh.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Sf_pogZ8jE

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Bob Smith
Member of Seti PIPPS (Pluto is a Planet Protest Society)
Somewhere in the (un)known Universe?