Brother's theatening suicide.
Gotta go.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Please, God.
Please shut off the sixth sense...
I do not want to see what will be or what has been.
Please.
Turn it off......please.
I don't want it anymore.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

There are things in this world some do not understand or connect with.
And, trust me, you don't want to.

Those of us who DO have that connection really don't want it.
It is forced upon us by our fate.

My connect is so strong that it makes me fearful.
And what I know is coming is very bad for all mankind.
It is very evil, brought upon yourselves.

A date has not been given to me. I can see what is coming, but I cannot see whether it is tomorrow, or next week, or even the next eon. So, I am not going to be the next harbringer of the next age.

You have a chance to do something to change this vision.
A few choices made now CAN change what I see.

I cannot tell you what they should be, the choices must be yours, and yours alone.

Just know that I have come here to tell you that they have to be made or mankind shall perish soon.

That is all I can tell you now. Make the choices.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Reposting...

My usual line......
What you DON'T know.
Is, quite frankly, that I used to be a Hub McCain.
Bad boy about town, but laid back. Just sat quietly at the bar tossing 'em down.
And when somebody took exception to my simple way, I laid him out flat.
No worries.
A very old buddy of mine rode into town last night and picked me up for a night out. Ya know, things aint changed much at the ol' saloon in those years I was gone. Same ol, same ol.
Just about dusted the floor with some 30yo punk last night that made the comment that I hadn't been missed much.....
The bartender, married now, giggled and asked me if I was gonna let the comment stand. Her 'now husband' didn't. I didn't. Neither did the silly arse punk, for long. What the 30yo punk did not know is that she and I were a couple back then. He won't forget it again. Her husband and I shook hands on that. He's still a good friend. And life has served HER very well, I might add.
Still looks great. He is a lucky gentleman.

When the kittyman goes to town, it's an event these days.
Ran the pool table twice too, just to show 'em I hadn't forgotten how.

And you all thought all I did was sit on the couch shooting at Travelling Salesmen...
Simply the best scene in the movie. Touch off the shotguns, and then they tip their iced teas. Simply a LOL.

If you want a breath of fresh air, please do watch Second Hand Lions........ Link to the full flick.

A story about a very young boy 'abandoned' to his rouge uncles.
And in the process, he and they learn a lot.
There are few bits of cinema quite as refreshing and wonderful as this.
It's kinda a like Sound of Music, only better.
Please indulge me........this is kitty approved for all ages.
9 to 109. And beyond. Be prepared to cry a few kitty tears of joy at the end.

It's what Hub McCain would have wanted.

Anybody who thinks this flick is not kid friendly has either....
1.Not watched much TV lately.
2.Disconnected with reality.

I would sit down and watch this movie with any grandchildren I don't have.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Actually, I have a lifetime love, as you all know by now.

Her name is Lori, and I think that gurl could cook bacon with her shirt off.

LOL, kids. It is true.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Joan Jett, aka Joan Larkin, as I knew her then.......and she is only a year older than myself. Hardly a cougar.



Not sure if I fully subscribe yet........but.





There is some history between us that makes me ponder.
Androgynous.

I wish her all the best, whatever.
I fell in love with her, unretrievably so, within seconds of eye contact.
It happened, lord, did it.

Why would a guy 55yo+ be talking about a 60 something gurl?
Other than she went on to become a rock star and all.....LOL.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And pulleeeeeez........
Does anybody know who is in the vid at 2:21 or so?
I know Kenny in the background, Joan gives him a thumbs up. I knew Kenny personally.

It was many years in the past when this vid was shot, and I don't know who it was in the vid.

I need to know. Have searched the net, cannot find a reference. Anybody have a clue?

I know for damned sure it ain't Elvira.......


And, rumour has it that his microphone was a one-off, specially calibrated for his voice.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

The guy in the Elvira vid?

Richard Sterban.

Mow mow.......just in case you needed to know.


Do you have a clue who THIS is? Or was.[

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

OH, Lord.........
Just woke up to THIS...
Did not know that them ol' boyz did gospel too.

Mighty fine rendition.

And they explain a bit......Why they were there...
God Bless them.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You have several choices........

1.You can rant and rave and ask the mod to intervene.
2.You can accept me for what and who I represent myself to be at any moment in time.
3.You can ask for life banishment, which ain't, my friend, gonna happen.

My best choice would be option number 2.


And since it seems to offend thee, I'll save the last half a dozen Joan Jett vids for myself.
I have reasons to watch them. I guess you don't, so I'll quit sharing them with you.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Some here find me mildly amusing.
Some, not so.

Point being, I have supported this project for YEARS......and shall continue to do so.
I was a younger lad when started I my joust.
I am not such a young lad anymore.

My endeavor is the same as it was then......
I still have 4 cats, although one has been fighting for her life for a couple of years, and I have one staring at me through a half blind eye.

They still love me.
Many here still love me.
I know that, it's why I stick around.

It's 2013, and I can try to appease more of you, if that's what you want or need from me.
I'm just not really sure I can be something other than what I am for you.
This is really unwritten territory for me.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Yeah, OK.
This is about the last conversation Joan and I had..........
Not directly, but in context. We did have comms that night, and she was both at the same time, troubled and yet relieved for what she had said.

You diss me for what I have posted about her over the years.

I don't have to apoligize. Ever again. I know, as she says, it's a fine line.
It's been a really big thing for me, doing what I do here.
Joan, she just rocks.........
All I need to say.

I don't. And won't ever again, I think, tell you.
You need to know what my life has meant to me.

And I think many cannot grasp just what the kittyman's life had entailed.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

What I know cannot be politely told these days.
Stories much traveled, and souls to bear as well.
I know some of you want to hear every detail, but, geez. I have already revealed more than you should know. Did I touch her there? Yes, I did.
Exactly where and how? I don't think so.

When Joan asks, Do you wanna?
The simple question.....do you wanna? Like, ya think? It's not really asking, but an offer. Song should be....would you please touch me there.
And so I did......the rest is history. Too short a history, mind you.

I was like, 18yo. She was like, 19yo. NO further discussion is necessary.

If you truly want those intimate details, you and I shall have to have some VERY, very revealling discussions.

I don't think you want to go there. I know I do not anymore.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Remember who WAS the lead?

She went on to be a nasty gurl herself.

It was Lita Ford. And she was fine with that.
I was Cherie that later had a rift with Joan.

The day she said......... I want what HE's wearing.......LOL.
And she never looked back.

The title cut is the original Roxy Rollers by the Runaways......I have it on vinyl. Euro release, very pretty cover.
And then, Wild One by Quatro. She was Joan's idol and lord, a good one.

For note.

Actually, Suzi was one of my first idols too.
What you have to remember is that Suz was only about 5 foot 2 on a tall day.
She kissed me once.....on my throat, LOL. And she did not, as some supposed, play lead. Joan plays rhythm. Suz plays the bass, and very well, too.


Some us just Rock Hard....
This is how she was when I met her. She is a soccer mom now...LOL.
But, if you knew Suzi like I knew Suzi........


Me............ow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Joan told me to say this......really.

I think that what I am and what I do and say is what I must do and say.

If you think that's cheeky, fine.

But I wonder about things like this every day and night. And, while I don't have all the answers, they do come to me now and again.

And if that is not apparent to YOU at times, I don't give a dang.

Do not get me wrong, I live on user support. Thrive on it.
I just cannot hold my breath for one more supporting post.
Just to say, ooooooooh... somebody likes me.


And that really does not cut the wind for me anymore.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And, dammit.......this is really hard to deal with.

You do know that Joan went totally veggie on me years ago.
Like, I mean, totally vegetarian. I don't still understand how she can keep up her protein uptake enough to endure her concerts. But, I guess if she can work it, I'll stand by her.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Last post, I guarantee...........

Show them to me.

Makes me cry every time. They always do.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

OMFG........really.

Who posted this?
Who??

Whacked. Even I can say WHACKED.


Look, I am a life long member of the Mel Brooks fan club, but WTF?

Cool. Glad somebody got away with it.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

This is one of the best movies done in the last 50 years.
Not pretty, but this is what the west in our county was back then.

Lot of very strong characters.

Behold the pale horse.......the man who rides him is death.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You do realize that you have been the only one who has been posting on this thread?