I sometime can and will tell you.
There are sometimes thing I hint at that I cannot tell you.
There are some things that are off limits that I have never told you.
Your decision......or choice to decide which is which.
Or what I have told you is true of what is fiction.
I tell a lot of fiction when I get into my cups.......
I only wish it to be a lot of grand stories for you all.
That's all. My realities all become blurred at times when I get deep into it.
What you don't know maybe, is that some of my dreams WERE reality.
When I talk of my distant days, they WERE real.
Who I was with.....the time we spent.
I think I should go away for a long bit.
To contemplate. And think about the thousands of dollars I have spent on this quest that others do not even fathom/.
That kitties should be parking now.
You all keep thinking about why you continue.
I am deep in thought right now........and it hurts.
I think I should get away a bit.
Crunching Seti, loving all of God's kitties.
I have met a few friends in my life.
Most were cats.