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Message 1111524 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 21:18:46 UTC
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No, I am not going there.

But, I have been to the brink many times.

It seems so enticing at times.........
And yet, I always pull back.
There is something about the finality of it all that took my brother, but will never take me.

I could never do that to the kitties.
I just could not.

Understand me now?
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Message 1111532 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 21:47:33 UTC - in response to Message 1111524.

I think I understand Mark, My Dad took His life and Mom drank/smoke Herself to death, Neither fate is particularly enticing to Me and yes I think I attempted It once and I'm reminded of that every time I get up after sitting too long. I don't know If It's painless or not, but It is final and there's no going back, plus the mere attempt is illegal. I'd hope neither one of US is driven that far.
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Message 1111543 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 22:47:06 UTC

It's pretty normal to think about it. Although most people will not admit to having had the thought from time to time. It becomes a problem is you either dwell on it too long or start acting upon the thought.

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Message 1111548 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 22:58:07 UTC
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I believe,among most Christian, Islamic and Jewish sects, suicide is considered to be a mortal sin. No matter how bad things get, eternal damnation would be considerably worse.
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Message 1111550 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 23:11:44 UTC - in response to Message 1111548.
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I believe,among most Christian, Islamic and Jewish sects, suicide is considered to be a mortal sin. No matter how bad things get, eternal damnation would be considerably worse.

I believe that too......
Which is why I find it so hard to pray to my God and ask him to spare my brohter's soul.

It is asking a lot.
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Message 1111553 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 23:22:09 UTC

I know some of your think that this ia all a freakin' game to me.

I assure you, it is not.

I sweat and cry and bleed tears every single night........
I do.

May seem implausible to you.......
But, I assure you, it is true.

Life and death seems to have a little different consequence to me than to others.

Perhaps because I have experienced both.

I know you do not believe me.

I have indeed walked through the valley of fear..........

And I fear NO mortal.
Come see.........LOL. I will prove it.

Best we not test the theory, eh?
I think it's best we not go there.......
Sometimes theories are harder to prove than truth.

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Message 1111554 - Posted: 30 May 2011, 23:23:33 UTC
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LOL......can you hear me now?

I scare ya?

I should.

But, ho need to be worried for me.

I assure you, no matter what my posturing on the boards is...........
I am not gonna leave you anytime soon.

I promise you that.

I will not, ever, repeat my brother's mistake.

EVER.....

Got that?

Seems like an easy choice, but one I just can not EVER take.

The only thing I can ever promise the kitty folk.
My life......all I have to give ya.-

Now we got that cleared up, I got some more tears I gotta shed.


Impossible for me to share.........
impossible for you to realize.
Just things that make my mind reel.......and have for so many years.

What some of you percieve as reality strikes some of us quite diffrently.
Very much so.
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Message 1111900 - Posted: 1 Jun 2011, 3:27:55 UTC - in response to Message 1111554.

AWWWW dang I thought we were going to discuss MASH or at least the characters in MASH
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